Getting used to…

A life without you.

Only day three now but feels so much longer. Time is operating so very differently.

So many practical decisions to be negotiated and made, practical things laden with emotion, so none of them are easy things to tick off a list.

And all the while feeling like prolonged jet lag. So hard to process thoughts.

Sympathetic comments cause tears. Calls avoided. There don’t seem to be words to talk about how things are.

Feels easy to see slights where none were intended. Super sensitive. Heightened awareness.

Photos of your smile give both comfort and pain.

I just never knew that it would feel like this.

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